things cant always be planned..

I'm kind of bored with myself..
Things aren't following what it suppose to be..
I'm always like this.. well not fulfilling my dreams and seems that I am always thinking "I be doing it tomorrow"
Seriously I need to stop "being" like this!
So what happened? is that IM BEING LAZY AGAIN!!
I did not do my exercise for 4 days.. because I was LAZY!!!
aarrggghh!!

Got over excited for a moment!! hahaha
lol
okayy those pictures were taken last sunday!!
kind of celebrating my granny and mine birthday!! hahaha lol

10 simple steps of happiness Hijabi

Salam peeps!!

1. Start day with Bismillahir Rahmanir Raheem "In the Name of God, the Compassionate, the Merciful" and with a good niat/niyah 
2. Smile always, its sedekah :)
3. Exercise Regular, you'll feel fresh
4. Get a GOOD night of sleep.
5. Read the AlQuran/Hadith 
6. Relax, read a book or maybe blogging
7. Atleast in a week, solat jemaah at masjid 
8. Be Humble
9. Make a hobby, gardening or take your camera out ^^
10. Be gentle with the earth.

19 years of living!!

Salam ya habibi!!
17 jan was my 19th birthday!! well i was kinda excited for no reasons! hahaha
i enjoyed my day yesterday!!
hmm on my hijabs4 channel soon well be making a video "shit girls say" looking forward with my cuzns!! woohoo!!

and also more exciting posts soon inshaAllah!!
and will be DELETING some previous posts!! 
for now i got to go my Quran class!!! :)

Awedonny!

Salaam!!
So tomorrow Im gonna be 19 years!!
Im gonna be tearing up soon.. hehehe
"WHAT A EMOTIONAL LADYY" haha
I JUST CANT WAIT!! coz.. hmm I will be celebrating with my two dearest "kiddoz" (babysitter)!!!!

Well yesterday!! hmm was sunday so the madrasah went well.. but i just dont like the presenting part..
but lesson learn alot!
as per normal ustaz was good!!
:)

Lesson from Madrasah

Saaalaaamm!! :)
Today starts my first lesson at madrasah for diploma..
Im so excited.. but end up I was late with my friend.. because we thought that class start at 2pm but instead its at 11:45am.. we were late for 1hrs plus..
Seems that the Ustaz has alot ilmu.. he taught us well on our first lesson.. I love the way whenever he gave a ayat from AlQuran or Hadiths, he will explain it very in details.. I shall share some other time :)

Am I in love? Cause lately I dreamt that someone who I know him but he doesnt even appear in my life everysingle day.. or... like Ive seen him only in certain events.. and  ive seen him 4 times in person..
I mean hes never in my thoughts.. where suddenly he appears in my dream and kept me wondering of him alot day and night.. worse~ trying to get that away.. Ya Allah.. hahaha.. hmmmm..

Yeaahh tomorrow going to be submitting my course again.. Ya Allah please help thru this Ya Allah let me have the course that I want.. :)

Lovee!!

Love with the Jemaah

Salam people.
I guess Im so addicted to blogging back! woohoo
Im loving life.. yesterday was pretty "emo" mood.. hehe
so today: out with my beloved friends.. been long time since our last outing which was 6 months ago..
as usual we went to the same place.. hookah-ing.. and eating
well my diet went kinda bad :(
but im gonna promise to get back in track tomorrow..

I've read an artical before, something like, how to be pious Muslim.. and one of it stated that to try atleast to perform jemaah prayer in Masjid once a week atleast... and just now I went to perform Maghrib jemaah prayer.. my soul was so different there something that love in us.. I dont know what im rambling.. haizz.. but you will have the different feeling there is something diferent.. and every tense nerves  or everything that I was being tense suddenly changes instead it changes into the one ummah that the love were being spread towards each other... Alhumdulillah..


And lastly I just wanna share... heehe go and listen to ZAIN BHIKHA's new songs! such a "heart-catching"

Im soo HARAM for hookah-ing

Love you people

Am I me?

Sometime, I just wonder whats in my life or rather whats my purpose in this life.. reality we often say the purpose in life is something that we WANT to achieve or TRYING to achieve.. but whats the purpose? I meant that I have my own purpose in life but do I even achieve it or atleast try to achieve it.. I always say "i will do it later" or worse "I know I cant achieve"..... Because I'd realise that I've highly set my goal without looking at my capability.. and it been a huge ignorant... I felt nothing or useless.. I always been wanting to do this, to do that and once I can't.. I will straightly give up.. and today I have learnt the lesson..
So what Im going to do is to change this lifestyle till the end of this year 2012.. I'll start off with small changes, slightly like start to pay attention to things.. get a book to read.. and slowly change myself..InshaAllah..

Oh yeaahh.. my previous post I did blog about to start gear up on my Quran.. Alhumdulillah.. there is one lil teacher that will be teaching me starting this coming Tuesday.. I am so happy Thank to Allah.. He is the one that hears everything!

A little update on my diet, I have becoming stricter to myself about my diet.. not to eat after 7pm and also it been like 1 week plus, I didnt touch on rich.. woohoo.. hoping this will last long InshaAllah..

And always think yourself that you are useful and worth for everything.. you owned this.. its your life and no one cares even if they talked bad about you.. i mean, that you should not take every bad thoughts that others have on you.. just think that life is worth when you make it worth.. stop hurting yourself.. but its okay to tears it up..
hehehe :)

love from me ~

Nighty!

Salam peeps!
WASSUUPPP / SAAAAAALLAAAAMMM!!

..
HAHAHAHA!
its 2:10am now
feeling like blogging haiz~ addicted!!
InshaAllah!!! i really need to lose weight! like damn alot!! atleast lose 40kg!! thats my aim for this year prolly in june/july i need to be atleast 80kg....... now im like over 100kg like damn over~

being fat its just sucks.. like you getting sickkkh of urself and till then you'll become a lazy girl like me!
haiz
seriously i so fed-up with myself being a fat/extreme obese person~
WAAITT!!
BE POSITIVE PLEASE!
whatever it is i am goin thru this pain!! no matter what!!! its the weight loss challenge!!
challenge myself again.. besides me.. my sister too she's doing her weight-loss challenge with her friends but she is also challenging with me.. well im fatter/heavier then her!! thats my bad!! even-tho shes 4 yrs older than me!! people always mistaken us.. they say im the older ones.. nahhh im not hurt at all!

im having my holidays till april.. inshaAllah i will be in higher nitec!!
i really need to get my diploma even-tho the root that im taking, its kinda longer.. 2-3years..
but nevermind learning doesnt have age limit..
sort of my hobby its just fashion.. ive mentioned before.. but it takes ages for me to sew a dress atleast.. pretty hard for me to use my mum sewing machine..
ive collected some dresses for me/ to make? haha

can someone teach me alQuran
im having hard time here~
  

3rd weightloss babey

Welcome back yaww!!!
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go ahead and view
subby please and motivate yaww
loves muahh!

ITS NEW YEAR~

HAPPPYY 2012

Its kinda scary..

i dont know why.. a year older.. haiz
for this year 2012.. happened that i countdown-ed alone at home..
was pretty excited during the countdown... 3....2.............1
a sudden burst to tears..
i dont know why..
for that moment.. sort of i recall everything thing that had happened in 2011
things just went so fast.. how life was..?
i thank Allah for everything~

Everyday i just pray that one day i  shall meet you

maybe down the street.. 

or during my sad/lonely moment when im down at somewhere peaceful

you were there.. wiping my tears

telling me everything gonna be okay..

looking deep in my eyes ~

and say "I LOVE YOU"

till that u kissed eyes?
OMGGG PEEKA UR SOOO HARAAAM!!
k chill guys? 

hahah

have a blessful new year love~